Even for me, you are a passer-by in my life. Even before, I didn’t think I would get to know you one day, but fate is so interesting that it often inadvertently interweaves two complete strangers, just like you and me, just like me and her.

I never thought that a rotten person like me would change myself because of her, Lilith. I don’t want to lie to you or myself. I tell you the truth because I saw the fear of death in her eyes and the hope of living in her eyes, which led me to choose to save you, but I didn’t know that you were not the only one I saved at that time.
It turns out that my rescue also includes myself.
She saved my soul …
She led me out of the abyss of pain …
She gave me a new hope obelisk for the world …
It was she who put a heart-warming plaster on my scar …
She finally made my world complete …
She finally made me realize that love can really change the world …
Change you. I …
Lilith …
Please forgive me for my falsehood and my lies. Now I choose to face my destiny, and I won’t lie to you or her again in the future.
Because she is the only hope I hold on to, and the only flame still burning in my heart.
I sincerely hope that she can accompany me in the last journey of my life, and I know better that if I want her to accompany me, all I need to do is to trade my life for yours and trade it for yours.
After all, this is still a deal, but this one belongs to the three of us.
Life for life …
Blood for blood …
When times change …
Hope for hope …
Maybe it’s the best choice for me to die
Lilith also asked you to accept my kindness and my plan. Although this plan can’t really save you, it can delay you more. Sometimes these are the key points for me to complete my self-salvation. I sincerely hope that you will come back and let me heal your physical trauma and divert your physical pain.
Because I know that your pain will evolve into her pain, and her pain will evolve into mine, so it’s better to let your pain directly become my pain. At least, she won’t be caught in the waves again, and this is the best advantage I can think of at present
Lilith, I’ve always wanted to tell you a secret, a secret that only I know.
I know you feel bad about the baby in your belly. I want to tell you that I once had a warm family, and my wife gave birth to a pair of lovely twins. Even today, I can recall the day when I picked up my own child.
But the good days are always short, because of a plague, my little family lost everything, and even this one in my heart was destroyed by this world overnight. My father, my mother, my uncle, my wife and my two daughters were all killed by this plague, and the source of this plague is where we step at this time.
Wanji jingu …
This place led to the starting point of the fourth mass extinction in human history, and this place recorded the darkest historical city of mankind …
And what I’m desperate to do is to go into this forbidden area for the living, just to find out the truth in those days, just to know how the plague broke out in those years, and what happened to my father in that year’s Wanji Shrine, which led him to die angrily because of shock soon after he got home, and even to bear the eternal blame.
Lilith, these are the most secret secrets in my heart, and now I am willing to share this secret with you and her.
Lilith …
Jill …